if you’re trying to find me I’ll be here. It was time.
This blog started almost a year ago somewhere else. For a good chunk of time, I updated it every day and then when life got hectic, I just stopped. It’s really hard to write about nothing and everything when there is so much going on behind the scenes.
Losing my girls has changed my perspective on a lot of things and early on I realized that most of my readers were uneasy reading about my dead daughters. The blog world has become a place where only happiness is appreciated. A thick blanket of optimism has overshadowed the reality of some of our lives and I’m just not comfortable with it. The moment reflections and discussions get emotional people tend to get uncomfortable.
But, ignorance is not bliss. My experiences have shaped my life in ways I doubt people really understand. My daughters made me a mother and they will forever be part of my life.
My blog will live and grow here. I’ll probably write about a collection of very different things. It might seem strange that one day I’m sharing a new recipe and the other publishing an emotional post about baby loss. But such is my life – a complex and often strange collection of good and bad days. My life after loss just works that way.